Life Beta

A beta is outside testing of a game, I think calling my exchange a
beta for life is appropriate. Here I've done many things I would not
have otherwise.
At home, my mind was clogged up with calculations of everything. Here
it's like something reset. I still see the calculations, but not at
the forefront breaking up all else.
I can't imagine what people here think of me. Eccentric seems a good
word, maybe too polite.